with eyes so miss leading
I walked thru saded grace
losin not but Ur touch
2 keep me warm & safe this
x-mas nite
yet as I shut my eyes
I won't b alone

lonely Star's gaze
eye's linger broken hearted
missing everlasting kisses
wishing only ever such sweetness
cring out to everyone poor soul
hoping, praying, wanting only you

Jesse McCartney "Take your sweet time"

the 4th of july

If I could graint one wish it would be for my family to be forever close and to have no loses :-/ For Adrie love is rekless but I'll always have ur bak Meeka Love is rekless but I'll always hold ya hand when you need me Mommy ur gunna always drive me nuts but when the day ends I'm glad ur my mom Daddy miss you with my heart Marcus you were the koolest lil man I Noe I will always be proud to call you my lil brother R.I.P. Love u Words can be lost but love will always be there with the memories :-/

MaMa

 you weren't there to hold my hand or to tuck me in...

u did ur best to keep me safe...

i understand how much u gave up and gave in to keep us...

but the pain and disappointed will always be there...

the cuts and bruses that you worry about are not me acting out but that reflection is me setting in the reality that whats happen is done and whats to come is not to worry but that i'm free to pass throw without a judging eyes that want to follow but i'm stronger but i have lived,

 i have failed, and i have accomplished with hardly no one at my side...

your weren't there to hold my hand or to tuck me in...

but you somehow you always managed to tell me you love me and throw the good & the bad i can't say that i don't love you bak                       

                                                                            ~mama~

The One that Controls her smile

You tried walking away 

as i shattered with disappointment

realizing that happiness has an attitude

yet you have come to see that

i will never lead u a stray or disappear from ur site

i'm not only your heart but ur world

and as  both u and i know like she does

your world still remains in ruins of us

she panics and worries

grasping that ur love for me has yet to be behide u

as she unknowingly

doesn't see that i and only

I am the reason her happiness

stays at her side

with blind eyes she believes

that she has control...over more then nothing

Although we are apart 

my hand is what controls

you movements and her smiles 

and when i say it's time 

thats when she will realize that 

I am...

the one enemy she should have kept close to her 

for he was using my heart 

and i grow tired of loving her

i'm sorry i hurt you

you were my glory 

my morning shine of hope 

with loving thoughts and charm 

today i hurt you 

and i bleed losing you with a push 

nothing more then a tear as you fall

i bless thy as i kiss thy lips 

and watch your back rush away 

i cry not in pain but that of sarrow so sweet 

that of your future i'm sure you'll fine

a women that will love you 

as you wished 

love is never broken just shartered

knowing that piece can always be

together again becuz we are nothing but puzzles

we all are in a crazy maze of

chapters you and i  have yet to finish in 

and in my book you and i 

have a happy ending 

even if you and i together 

is not how we end!